Vision

I think one of the hardest parts of having a low EQ is that it takes you longer to see the subtext of what everyone is saying around you. Those unspoken words. The two faced expressions that seem kind on the surface but belie the true message in what they say. "I don't like you," from a continual forgetfulness to help you. A comment on wether you would be able to do something that is really "I don't think you can do that" or " why can't you like your job?" as a "you should smile more" . I realize what they have been saying this evening. And, now I judge them. These...People who don't see truth but think they know it all. Small people with small minds and infinitely meaningless lives. All they can do is pass unspoken judgements of people. I will have my day. In 4 days I may have my chance for vindication. I will cure the uncurable! I will beat the impossible odds set against me by the universe. I will throw their criticisms and cursory behavior back in their faces with all that I will do when I redeem my health.