Battle for my life

I went to the chinese new year festival this weekend. This is my name in chinese apparently. It is pronounced sen nei or forest within. I don't think its that accurate but it was a a nice sentiment. 

The race is on. I cannot seem to find a physician that takes me seriously. I know this candida albicans infection is the cause of all my MS woes. It is only a matter of finding the right doctor to get the help I so desperately need. Time is one thing, patience is another.

Lastly, on the topic of relationships. There is a character on this show called "You're the worst". Her character's name is Gretchen and she is pretty awful. But I really like the relationship she has with the main character Jimmy, It is nice. Anyway, I think I met someone who has that same kind of connection with me. It can go any where for so many reasons but it was still nice to find a connection like that. It is a rare thing indeed in this crazy world.